Unending roads of loneliness
long dark nights of isolation
Tired of my failures,
I wait for a glimmer of light
that will stay a while.
Or will it be gone like the others
in another painful wisp of smoke?

I fall backwards,
into despair, frustration, waiting.

So tired of doing everything alone.
I'm waiting for someone
to take these weights off me
and let me lie in oblivion.
So many dreams,
but if i touch them
they bring back the scary reality.
My heart fears the hands of a stranger,
the smile brought on by mysterious words.
Can I trust again?

The darkness reveals my true self
my tears flow freely
There is none to watch them run down my skin.

In my anonymity
I pour my thoughts into nothingness.