It it is all there is To my life Friends that care About me Also they are Like a family to me I don't think I could manage To live my life Without my friends They also understand When there is a cry For help They will be here Helping me To deal also With my health Every morning I heave my porridge With 4 packs of Sugar Because my porridge Taste awful without Sugar Also I am aware that Sugar is a silent killer Also all the weight I had lost before Last Summer I put all back again And I am looking awful Because I am punishing Myself very badly