I miss you endlessly, deeply
I miss you pridefully
and wounded

Desire for you to bruise
Anything but my heart
Hold me firmly while you comfort my eyes with yours

And then govern me with your body.
This time I’ll pay attention
To the sensation of your hand against my skin
I’ll follow it as it moves down my body

And I promise not to stop you
This time

I’ll let you go where you want
Let you own me