I couldn’t sleep last night
Had too much on my mind
All the things that I’ve done
And all which wanted to do
But just didn’t dare to

I want to live life
Feel alive and be wild
I want to feel sun on my cheeks
Wind on my neck
Be all over the place

Be over people
Loyalty to the self
Not other selves
Put myself first
Not otherwise

I’m thirsty for life
While I’m not even thirty
Still kinda young
Still kinda pretty
Well… maybe

I’m no one to judge
So don’t judge me either
Or it might take a while
I’ve got too many nuances
Was born sophisticated

Not lucky in romance
I guess
Not good with money
So with career
Never had one

Something never started
What has no ending
Just melting in the middle
Between decisions
Never taken

Unpopular imposter
Living mannequin
Fake pretty girl
Superficial happiness
In affordable price