On soul I won’t ever give another person my heart..
I no longer have the capacity to love
I’ll no longer reach out for answers
Or try to give us closure
I won’t think about you or how you feel when I begin to detach
I won’t wonder how you think or if you truly want to let go
I’m going to just let you go
I love you so much that if I could see or hear you in this moment I’d melt in your hands
But the distance the silence all the unspoken things festers hate in my heart
Hate that I couldn’t ever hold on to
Which causes trauma because no matter how much you hurt me I want you around
I want to hold you and kiss you
Within all these emotions I feel like they’re not reciprocated
You don’t want me the way i want you
The hardest pill I’ve ever had to swallow
Is the fact my favorite person is no longer my favorite person
It hurts to not view you like I once did
It hurts to feel like you don’t care..
It hurts to feel like none of it was ever real
My pain means absolutely nothing to you
As you took every piece of me I had to offer and stomped it down to dirt