What is done is done My pictures fade To black and white They have lost their colors There is not much I can do Because what is done is done A motorcycle or a car would be no good for me Because I don't know how to drive a motorcycle or a car I have no license It would be parked in my driveway rusting away I would have to sell it And get some cash What is done is done In spite of it all I am feeling better How many roads I must walk to get to you? Because what is done is done My love for you is unconditional It is a lucky day that I can have sometime for myself Without thinking about old stuff That is now worthless to me Because what is done is done My sweet one is God I am sure he knows that I mention it to him a thousand times Because what is done is done My world is now on fire There is plenty of shame that I feel I am trying to build a better life for me My roots are superficial here on earth where I stand Because what is done is done I still can change it You are now looking in the eyes of a criminal - That is me Where does my faith come in? Nobody else knows my feelings better than me And I know what is done is done I will not let the bad dreams wake me up in the middle of the night Because they were strange dreams I had them before I can't change the fact that I had done those things before Because what is done is done I am surfacing in this land What is done is done The moon holds its water So that the temperature in the winter time can be mild The moon plays an important role in my life When there is a full moon I know I sometimes act strange Because what is done is done Shelter me Where I can forget about the things that happened to me a while ago Because what is done is done I will wear my love like heaven Everyday The clocks move fast The time moves ahead fast I need some solace from God and you I just hope someday to embark on a new mission Because now I am fumbling towards ecstasy I looked everywhere I could for you But that love died After it was burning my skin The scars are left But I have high hopes for me Because what is done is done Is there somebody who will love me all the way? Because what is done is done I have been hurting too many people over and over again With my violence I hope to learn from this lesson and never do it again Because what is done is done Now I feel that I can't be a role model to anyone I feel powerless I have no power to control my temptations at the moment I hope somebody will give it to me And that somebody should be God Because what is done is done Nothing is broken other than my life You never saw me crying like this before It is because I am living a broken life I am living with lies that people told me They believed they knew me That is not true Who am I? Who is this man with the brilliant and sharp mind? They need to learn I need to start over And make something out of my life Time is moving on And if I don't take the chance I have I might lose it all I am so far I am out of reach I am now trying to repair my broken life Because what is done is done If you could just say a prayer for me I would appreciate it very much But remember that I am far away Out of reach I hope someday I will be able to love you still Because what is done is done Do I know the color of my life? Yes I should have known better I acted on impulse What is done is done How does it feel to me knowing that I have a criminal record? Bad, bad, bad But what is done is done I wish I could let go of my anger I hope I will be able to do it I need to work on it Imagine me living in peace with myself and the ones I had hurt Sometimes things are so complicated Some things I have no control over But The things I do have control over is my behavior: the way I think, the Way I feel, And the way I Communicate with people The things that I can't control is the war, terrorism, and the pollution that Is In the air Will I see a happy ending to my life? Who will pick up the pieces now that I have fallen to pieces? What is done is done Love comes to everyone But not to me this time I can forgive others Someday I will forgive myself When my life will be no longer broken Not even one chance I will get Now the judges hold my fate And I have to play their game I have no way out of it Inside of me there is a desire to scream Now I am standing at the crossroads Trying to read the signs To tell me which way I should go To find all the answers that I need to fix my broken life I don't care if it is right or wrong For me to be at the crossroads But one thing that I know Is that there are lot's of questions popping up in my mind I'll be there and back once my life is not broken anymore It is time for me to just sit back And wait for the world to come and crash down on my head And I know that what is done is done I feel so restless right now I am sleeping at the park This is because I have so much going through my mind I am sleeping the night away The dark night is my only companion Not a sound I hear Not even the traffic Or people passing by This is my problem Nobody else’s Because what is done is done If I ever lose my mind again I will have to stop and think before I act on impulse Everything in my life must change soon Because my life is broken I feel once again the body heat rising It keeps me warm in this night Just once God will you save me this time? God I'm yours Because what is done is done God I don't want to let you down Say you are going to be mine God I will give patience a chance That is all that is left for me to do Is there a chance for me to go to heaven? God I was this time a prisoner inside the jail cell It is even horrible to think about it But what is done is done Before I was thinking about God I had woken up And I saw something I thought it was a shadow But I found out sooner or later that it was God That came for me I kiss the wind I am so unfortunate to be caught in a web of spiders I am struggling in this uncaring snare I yearn for a loving heart to call my own I am speaking into the wind My cries go to the right ear Is there an escape? Perhaps yes if only in the recesses of my mind I will wait and I will listen I will hear the one searching for me that is God I will reach out with my soul and touch another The one that I will is God I will embrace God because he is close to me now My restless empty heart stands still I will listen to the sounds of the wind As the wind gently touches my skin I also need one to trust To share And not wanting to be alone I will speak Because God wants to hear my pleas I am opening my arms to welcome the one that is calling for me - That is God Like a kiss in the wind My feelings are there Carried by and through the wind God I am also alone like them I can trust you with your love I am reaching out I am hearing you speak to me Softly and yet so loud I hear your voice saying Just kiss the wind For I am here: “A careless word may kindle strife A cruel word may wreck a life A bitter word may hate instill A brutal word may smite and **** A gracious word may light a day A timely word may lessen stress A loving word may heal and bless” Because what is done is done