the anger seeps through my body
hot like fire
soft and hard like led
I am not sure
if all of the anger
that I feel inside of me
is because of
Israel in itself
or if its because
I am angry at myself and
at the world that was built
around me from my trauma
I keep on wanting to travel to escape
and I am not sure if that's me
or if its my trauma responding to me
the other side of me misses america
with my heart and soul
but that too feels bad
maybe the world is just dark
right now
and I feel it.
I am angry at the school that scammed
me
and took so much money from me
The only thing that comforts me is
knowing that the universe
protects sees and knows.
my pain
and sees it all.