My life consists on "what if."
What if I was prettier?
What if I was attractive?
What if I had a pretty smile, a nice voice, and a pretty long hair?
What if I had more confidence on myself?
Would people like me?
Would I be happy?
Would the guy I like, likes me back?
Would I be able to do what I want without feeling "weird"?
Would I be important to someone?
Would people look at me and think,
"Wow, she's beautiful."
Would my life be different?
Or would my life still be the same:
full of insecurities, lies and sadness?
But the truth is that I'll never know.