I used to love you.  the way you were and would be
now I hate you, for your true self vile and ugly

you only want yourself to be happy,
you hate to see the world smile you are not smiling

you turn around stare for a second look back
I smile at you, and put the knife down
wish I would have saved the world from more heartbreak.

i ditched her body in the graveyard , she rotted with her family