I'm so caught up in a life that I don't know what exists, my dreams are so unreal. it's like a dark fantasy or something even darker. in my younger years nothing really scared me, I mean monsters and the boogie man, where not a nightmare but reality. I never grew up knowing God or even attending a church, be too honest. I don't really know why I chose the path of Jesus. my world was full of chaos at such a young age I rarely remember much, and I think that has to do with the abuse I entailed. I never really understood what the meaning of beauty meant until I started getting better and finding the light that's been waiting. for me and has so much love for me. I hear whispers in my ear, and they are the way of life, light and freedom, I just needed to listen. like a shell from the ocean, you hear the cries of the waves. I caught myself daydreaming about a girl I use to know, and that girl is me. when I was broken it took weeks to find my favorite color again, people can change you if you let them and you become insane, what's the world just like a marshmallow?