I am so so broken.
I feel like I'm grieving everything every night.
I even grieve things that haven't even happened yet,
still, I know how this ends.
I die, or you die, we die, or they die
and what can you do?
I don't need to be made to feel better about this
I don't need to be made to be cheered up.
I need to be broken down and understood
that my grief is who I am
and it is all anyone ever ends up being
so instead of trying to fix it
can we just carry each other
and tell each other
that pain wouldn't be the same without you