I've been in a fog lately

and I'm scared that all of my friends hate me

I am more than what I decide to show you

I am more than all I had to go through

do not tell me you know who I am

when I have yet to figure it out for myself

I do not need a plan

much less any help

say that I am lost, it is true
and I am all that I have got

but better to know that I am lost

than to convince myself that I am not