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we used to pinky promise

"this is serious!"

you used to say half-jokingly

but we both knew the depth of it...

i trusted you,

you trusted me.

and so we both held each other and stayed as we fell straight into the abyss...

i knew you'd keep every promise you ever made to me

until one day they all shattered

it was almost as if none of them mattered...

so suddenly you leave

and didn't bother to tell me why

tell me why...why...why

was all i wanted to know...

i pinky promise you i would have been fine

i would have left you alone

if you had only told me

it wasn't me

right from the start...

i could have been brave

but instead i was only bruised,

left with the scars you left behind

instead of counting the stars with you laying next to me...

now we pinky promise

but this time we kiss our thumbs and gently press them together...

now we pinky promise

and so suddenly...
and all at once...

everything else just slips away . . .

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