Thought I was done but I’m in pain I feel the same as that day I was 13 Still remember just what you said “I’ll be here right when you need it” “I’ll be there” NO DONT REPEAT IT “Save my number know that I mean it” I’m you father don’t have a reason So you just took a stand? What You feel like a man? My ***** Was that the plan? To act like I’m a fan You on the way? Promise you’re comimg” Can you stay? Or were you fronting? Just to say that “I’ve done it” Just to say that “it’s nothing” When really it was something Something big filled with purpose I ashamed how it’s hurting I’m just a little girl Wandering in this big *** world Im feeling strange Write me a brand new page Bro this chapters too long I’ve been reading this **** for days Can’t understand just what it says Can you read me my line Sorry just one of those days You know Or maybe not I have a new thought It’s been a long month And a hell of a year I’ve shed too many tears A ringing in my ear To cover this little fear Like death is eerily near I lost my father just last year Well not my father really More like an outer demon You know like inner demons But this one you can see and And this one you’ve believed in Think about everything and I see you in those dreams when I dream of everything and I need to take a drink and Don’t think that you’re the reason I think the way I think cause You’re gone now i see its Not new but you’re six feet so Couldn’t prepare for where that would go On the highway n not driving slow Motorcycle and no helmet on You seen that semi and you sped up bro Until you crashed and your brain stopped real slow I shouldn’t cry over a man I don’t know But man sometimes you really gave us a show We never thought that’d be the day that you go So now I’m fading slow