Really at most, it's just intrusive thoughts that love to consume A force weapon of a pen,—red; as the after article read, is the inkling of inner demons demonstrating themselves out of my head Amongst a night of inhaling the devil's smoke, painting ash in my lungs As it's not of doing the act for fun; or being numb to the obvious self harm. The burning passion in my heart is a fireplace, as the smoke at times comes up and out of a chimney neck To then coughing those fumes like a dying exhaust, exhausted by a facade of pretending not to be as odd
With voices in my head...
Screaming whispers of a daily insecurity, usually when I convince myself of not being belittled by the litter of ***** thoughts, that I quickly clean off with an innocent smile Mr Nice Shy guy; someone you shouldn't waste to bat an eye But the truth will swing at you abruptly
Things that all happen in the dark...
The sort of enlightening events to reveal one's darkest spot Like those who act a little more holy than their holes in their socks,—it's all but the stench of us all searching to be whole But it's ironic though, that you need to feel whole to fill up a hole And my mind is this gaping hole, that only a pen could fill in this deep abyss. But it sometimes betrays me like a Judas kiss, hanging me over As I have an angel and demon battling over who speaks louder on my stronger shoulder
Poetry is coming soon, I'm just waiting for the voices in my head. All those voices of the things that all happen in the dark