my tears are not gods they're not gallons or buckets but just a few kept in a vile labeled with your name my tears are not measured by pain but happiness you give this black shrouded existence reason in photos we are juxtaposed our faces fit like puzzle pieces your vary beauty blinds me white lights stretched across patterns of blue and gold your skin is like soft flower petals lightly caressing my forearm I tremble so hard it gives me heart palpitations your eyes are as intense as fire you burn the hair from my flesh leaving me naked and fearless standing in your wake you engulf me like the ocean in your shadow I can not breath I feel as if I'm washed up on an island you picked me up and held me crying like children in my arms I pushed back the hair from your eyes and told you: *I will always be here for you