You can't speak
You can't scream
You sit their numb
quiet
alone
all you can do is cry
softly and quietly
you wouldn't wanna worry people
because then they would ask questions
questions you aren't ready to answer
questions you can't even answer yourself
So you think
and think
and think
till eventually
You're brain turns everything back on you
"It's your fault"
"You should've stopped them"
"You should just die, no one would care"
and then you start believing the thoughts
till there is no more thoughts to be heard...