Today is the day
the day your life changed
you were 7
you were a child
and they took you like you were 18
They took turns
over and over
for years
you'll never be able to fully trust men
let alone trust them to touch you
but you got so addicted to ***
that your fear was so little
You were tired
you were drained
and you
you my child were ruined
and blamed
and the guilt
It still kills you to this day
11 years later
It still eats you alive
and now you
you are fighting
because you are not sure
how much longer
you can control the guilt
before it really does end you this time