Over the years I haven't done what
I wanted.
I'm not the person I thought I would be;
I'm a crazy party freak.
When I need you most you've
Been gone.
Ever since you left I've become this mess.
I want to get my life back on track
But I need some signs from you if
I'm doing what's right.
I think about you often and miss you
So much.
I know you're up above watching me.
Sometimes I wish you were back
On Earth with me.
I just need a sign that says
" I still love you and you haven't let me down."