Over the years I haven't done what
         I wanted.
I'm not the person I thought I would be;
        I'm a crazy party freak.
When I need you most you've
        Been gone.
Ever since you left I've become this mess.
I want to get my life back on track
       But I need some signs from you if
       I'm doing what's right.
I think about you often and miss you
       So much.
I know you're up above watching me.
Sometimes I wish you were back
        On Earth with me.
I just need a sign that says
      " I still love you and you haven't let me down."