I keep a few bucks for a rainy day, just in case I fall too hard for you and I’ll think I can’t escape. I keep them for a fortune teller’s say so they’ll divine our souls’ whereabouts in a couple years.
I don’t wanna chase My legs and heart are sore I don’t wanna chase you If I will never catch you
But if you take a glance under all of my layers Climb over the fence that’s immune to prayers I’ll love you I’ll give you every smile I have I’ll love you Like I should’ve loved myself. I’ll love you like a painting when you’re 60 and your beauty’s fading. I’ll love you like I love Amy. I’ll love you like Red Hot Chili Peppers love California in mañana. I’ll love you like I love Lana. I’ll love you when you lose yourself and whimper like a baby. I’ll love you like I love David. I’ll love you from a booth in the Midwest if all we’ll get is calling. I’ll love you like I love Joni. I’ll love you when the trees are naked and they’re green and leafy. I’ll love you like I love Stevie. Because it’s ****** to walk alone Alone at heart at lonely roads, so listen: I’ll love you like I should’ve loved myself You make me feel exceptional, but I need a tarot reading You make me feel unique, but my heart and legs are weary I’ll love you if you let me love you if you hear the desperation that I so don’t try to hide and with those few bucks I’ve been holding on to I’ll buy you something sweet - you seem the sweet type of guy.
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This is divine providence Heart shaped arrows tipped with strophanthus This is not deliverance Love potions leave you with a bitter aftertaste Now I’m waiting for summer to come Now I’m grateful for no roses in my house I didn’t assign my soul to another And I didn’t confess when I wanted to This is divine providence I know from a gypsy in Providence, Rhode Island, provided I wasn’t jinxed. I’m still up for Portsmouth, New Hampshire, slowly dance eyes up, still looking at the wandering stars above. This is divine providence This is no coincidence I don’t know what to believe Amidst cosmic ambivalence This is divine providence This is divine interference I can see it clearly now This is divine involvement
The first part is about not knowing whether you’re destined to be with the person you catch feelings for. It’s about not knowing whether they’re worth fighting for and seeking answers in the stars and fortune tellers. I also shouted out some of my biggest inspirations. The second part embodies the concept of “Divine Providence”, which is: being uncertain whether what you’ve asked for is really what you need.