When does it get to end ?
Is this reality sinking in?
I've coped with the loss
But not with the infinity
I wish that our twin flames
Could kiss once in a blue moon
I dream of you
But I don't remember
I can just tell
When you're on every face
In every car on every train
It's hard to say it gets harder every day

I wish I didn't show pride
I wish that I didn't show guilt
But I have never regretted anything but the ****
And still I think of you still.
I hear you in a strangers cough
Makes me reach into my pocket
Just to pull out the thing that once
Was to me a box for us to talk in
Now I'm in a box and I can't open it
Trapped but technically not locked in

I'm dead babe.
The me you knew and all those memories
They are the cold in the air
Your body normally used to the ice of your heart
Almost colder than mine