inebriated
smoke and lust fill the air

but it's not the same

the night is thick
the moon is full
and I'm surrounded by things
keeping my mind on you

anyone has anyone
and everyone is anyone but you

as you sit
and listen to the mingling
the fraternizing
the darkness
reality

cold air nips
at me while I see

nighttime
caressing everything around me

I smile
For once, genuinely

From some place far away
you sit across from me

from some place, now close
you are more human
more approachable than ever

for once, I am interested
I am intrigued

I am enthralled
& I need

Just a smile
just touch

maybe to see you one more time

and to hopefully not **** it up

I hope I don't **** it up