It hurts... when I see your face. It hurts... when a smell reminds me of you. It hurts... when I talk about you. It hurts... when it's not you holding me. It hurts... when I think of you.
But what hurts most is,
I looked at your face through tears you made me shed. I smelled the smoke and fire from all our fights. I talked myself into believing all the good things you didn't do for me. I let you grab me and ***** me, not hold me and caress me. I think about all the things you didn't do for me.