I may be fairly intelligent
But its ignored... I don't use it
You may think me reasonably handsome
So far all I have done is abuse it..

My blinders are my nativity and I'm not secure
I play a role... the reasons I am not sure
Acting out my life denying I have control
my auto pilot is evil but still i let him go.

Im trapped and see it all closing in
Lights fade
Love is grey
As I smile wickedly through the end.