one of my fav things to do is to play music
late at night when the whole world is asleep
and there is such peace and quietness
true peace,
the more I change,
the more my music does!
Instead of romanticizing pain 24/7,
why not romanticize our futures /our goodness &our desires ...
I love to sit in the sunshine at 12pm or 3pm and feel the grass in my toes
and watch the dogs around me it literally  feels like bliss on earth.
I think if more people worked on unprogramming themselves ,
they would  soon realize,
and experience more bliss in this life ,
but honestly,
most of my life was filled with so so so much pain,
for an extremely long time.
But  I think the only way to get to  experience more of what is true joy,
Is to experience lots of pain at least most of the time,
it is that way.
We have the  choice,
Transmute the pain,
or let it rot inside of us,
consuming us,
eating us alive,
Being supressed for all time .