who ever would've known
that the feel of your caressing hands
or your soft lips on mine
could comfort me better than
sleeping on a cloud

but when it's time for you to go
& I'm forced to think
of how idiotic I am
for letting someone hold me
the way he shouldn't be
just to escape like
sleeping on a cloud

this is a mattress
(not a cloud)
I am alone
(you left without a goodbye kiss)
I should've known

-a.f.