you laid in my arms,
many nights you've laid elsewhere,
imprints of your latest dreams,
these dreams haunt you,
and nothing can replace where you've been,
*******,
my guilty pleasure,
unstable I implode,
unsure you explore,
irrevocable,
we fall to rise in our memories,
dying to meet heaven,
living in the temptation of the chaos
this hell brings,
the attraction brought us together,
but the reality is we could never coexist,
from the color of my words,
to the sound of your skin,
we just fall back into where we sat down to begin.

-S.J