It will never matter how far I have come,
Or any of the good I have done.

Forever I will be the person ready to loose.
The person you know you should never want to choose.

I failed to grow or to learn to be there for myself.
I'd be better off collecting dust on some forgotten shelf.

Justifying my faults only allowed for me to run,
Straight back to my demons so I could quickly succumb,
Anytime I feel that I want to feel numb.
Helping me to avoid any wrongs I had done.

However,
I have inflicted too much sorrow
I have caused you to feel empty and hollow.
And now I stand before u, knowing I'm someone you no longer need.
So from me you have wished to forever be freed.

I don't know where my sanity has went.
Because none of this **** was ever my intent.

It no longer matters any word I have ever spoken,
Because my actions are what left you so broken.

I am so ashamed I wasn't able to be,
The love in which you deserved to believe.

You gave me your heart void of malice and greed.
I'll never know why I so selfishly just let it ******* bleed.