you are easy to like
though sometimes it
did feel like an interview

I suppose I don't really mind
you know all these things about me
and you barely remember my last name
or even know my birthday
though all that information is
somewhere in my flight details
should you ever think to look back

you touched me and scratched my back
and held my hand and kissed me
and I reciprocated
I leaned into it
maybe too much
that I started wanting it more

but I think I am too sensitive
I hold your hand
and you don't really hold mine back
I touch you
and you don't return the sentiment

then why would you initiate so much in the first place
why would you make me want it
then take it from me
why did I fall for it

I hate feeling like this
looking for your name
I can't run away
not in the way I want to