I am scared of
myself...

I refrain from getting
any help...

I hear your voice
nomore...

I feel hollow
to the core...

I fear my tears
won't stop.

I see my eyes
going red...

I feel my hair
all messed up...

I see my skin growing pale
My voice shrieking in pain....

I had told you before,
if you leave me again
i won't be able to laugh anymore.