I speak to you, dear friend. Here is a love that chooses to give you grace and forgiveness when you don't deserve it. The hand that is extended to you to help keep you from drowning. The arms stretched open on the cross saying, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do." Your fear, your pride, your sin is keeping you from a love you'll spend the rest of your life fighting to experience, in a world that cannot give it to you. Cry out to God. Lord, please reveal Yourself, You are the only One who can save. So save, I pray, save.