When I close my eyes at night
I whisper your name, as if you were there
I still imagine the times I’d hold you tight
When I’d fall asleep, nose in your hair
I mourn losing you as my someone
In my heart I know we are not done
The someone I believed to be my soulmate
How could we let this become our fate?
The love I have for you, my only one
This always was the story of you and me
All of my friends are tired of hearing it
All of my family just tells me to let it be
All of the signs point to setting you free
I don’t listen and maybe that’s my problem
So in all these spaces I cannot fill
I will continue to write to the world
On these pages, that I love you still