When I close my eyes at night I whisper your name, as if you were there I still imagine the times I’d hold you tight When I’d fall asleep, nose in your hair I mourn losing you as my someone In my heart I know we are not done The someone I believed to be my soulmate How could we let this become our fate? The love I have for you, my only one This always was the story of you and me All of my friends are tired of hearing it All of my family just tells me to let it be All of the signs point to setting you free I don’t listen and maybe that’s my problem So in all these spaces I cannot fill I will continue to write to the world On these pages, that I love you still