Inner child :
Will I ever be Free?
Will I ever be able to soar with the birdies outside ?
Will I ever be able to be in nature ?
Will I ever be able to be queer to express myself?
Will I ever be able to leave my house and be free?
Will I ever hear peace and quiet ?
Will I ever stop to be able to hear my own voice?
Will I ever meet nice people ?
Will I ever live in Israel?

Yes child ,
I am telling you sobbing with so much love in my heart for you ,
WE did it ,
WE are alive
we are happier
we are alone
but we are happier ,
we left our religion  and our abusive home and family.
we are creating a life with our own rules and meaning
for ourselves ,
we are creating safety
we are learning how to love ourselves
we are learning how to be truly free
babe we did it !!!!
we are here we are alive
we made it this far
We go out into nature ,
we now are able to be more of who we are,
I know you didn't think that you'd be alive
until now,
that after wanting to **** yourself
for so long
you are starting to feel what it finally  feels like
to actually want to live ,
to actually want to see how your life will play out.
Babe we did it!
I want you to know how much I love you so much,
and how much I am so proud of you
for holding on tight
and for being you :)
I love you my baby.