So please forgive me
For my panicked texts, when I feel that I can't breathe
My late night calls, when I can't take you off my mind

Please forgive me for how I can't calm down
When I step out, restless and just say your name to the sky
When I wake at 4am because I cannot sleep through the night

Please forgive me for when I reach out
Even when you ask that I don't
How I can't sit still when there is so much doubt

Please forgive me for fighting for us
When it's all I believe that I am meant for
For the things I say out of desperation

Please forgive me for begging for a sign
For how I feel so hopeless, seemingly no end in sight
Hopelessly in love with you, from afar, most of all when you're mine