Friends! Remember my camel, that loafer with a permanent grin? he's been a-chewing a-ruing, ruminating, upon the yonder and beyond a-pondering
His reins hang loose, his saddle's dusty his bit is chewn his blanket's musty his coat's crusted with the scars of Time he's forlorn for no real reason or rhyme he's footloose as ever, he just has to wander in search of all the oases of the yonder
You should see his gait as he kicks up the clods when he plods, he plods and plods and plods and when he saunters, it's quite a canter he and I, we argue, disagree and banter I think I'm his master but he thinks otherwise I wish i could rein him in but i know it's unwise and so i let him have his wayward ways, together we tread this crazy maze.
(Just last week I tightened his saddle and he took me to a land all-green-and-no-sand where it rained and sploshed and we both got sloshed... when the clouds parted and clear was the sky he was much younger and so was I he sprang in the air like a kid newborn there was spring in the air, I too was airborne the grass was washed, so was the moss gone from his hair was all the dross he stopped grunting, he sang instead, full of Malayalam thoughts in his head we went to gaze at elephants (loved their finery but not their chained legs) we heard drums in their elements well into the nights we pranced in ******* raptures we tranced and woke upΒ Β lazy by mid-afternoons with heads so hazy and postpartum blues)
He and I, we've had many a fight o'er who's the one wrong and who's right he's been calling every oasis a mirage I say none of them's a camouflage he's adamant that it's all an illusion that I'm tripping and under a delusion I say I hear him bleat like a goat, I touch his rain-washed mangy coat I see him, like a ship, heave and sway I smell him from quite a mile away yet I ask myself if all this is not Maya, if even mirages weren't of realms higher.