I'm away a lot more than I am home and when I'm home the happiness sets with the sun the first day I'm back

I know my life in my hometown is over
I don't have new memories to make because too much has already happened here

You call me a run away
One foot out the door from the beginning


You come off derogatory
I'm getting tired of you comparing me to my dad
He isn't that bad

I'm angry you haven't asked me to marry you, but most of  my actions show that Im bored and done with wanting that existence
I attempted it
I ******* failed  
I'm not going to wait to make you dinner like I did
That's ******* over
Besides, who gives a ring to a run away?

But I do miss you
I call everyday

We talk about how when we are together we are happy and relaxed

But I can only stand that relaxation for a day or two
I stomach the familiarity then Im ready to leave town again

Yet, You are my anchor
I come to you when I need to stop what I'm doing

I need your love to feel like me

I don't want this,
I wish I could cut myself free,
but I am the ship and you are attached to me