How much time do you intend to spend holding on to your naive notions of everlasting happiness? How much love will you turn away before you are brave enough to risk it all again?
You took a chance once. It worked for a while and then it didn’t. The hours of waiting alone, listening for footsteps at the door, footsteps that never came, they still haunt you.
So you cling to those memories of pain that you let define the rest of your life. You wear a cloak of cynicism over your shrivelled heart. Protected. Safe. Dead.