you've found another
how is it so easy for you?
am i that forgetful?
is it easy to misplace the memory of me making you grip your bedsheets and sigh my name?
the spills of silk and stories you used to weave for me
do it again for me?
just once more.
let me kiss you again- and we can soon forget after.
i'll bite your fingertips instead of matting them with kisses
the way you liked
and when we untangle from each other,
sated and sour
i wish you'd ask me to stay for another night
to learn me again
to remember my laugh
and the way i silently beg you to touch me
pulling on your wrist cuff, m o r e
it is never enough to soothe my weary soul, though i do not blame you for this.
my heart is a cavernous void- any ounce of affection you throw in, gets swallowed up
with only a yearning moan for more in return
you never treated me right
but let me lay in your lap and pretend again that you did
rub the small of my back and let me imagine you as a better man.