you hit me but apologize
you say it'll never happen again
but yet here we are
this time it's worse
i feel like i cant breathe
that if i move too suddenly
then its my end
but you said you loved me
you said it'll never happen again
you say you forgive me?
you buy me flowers and chocolates
like those will cover me up
it was okay for a while
just a little screaming and shouting
nothing i couldn't handle
but that didn't last long
i don't know if i'll make it this time

afterall,
love and abuse often feel like the same thing