I don’t feel quite alright, won’t get to hold her curly fur in my arms anymore
Bury my face into her neck
I just feel disassociated with life itself right now
Which way is up? Which way is down?
Why did I try and go to someone I know isn’t around
I feel even more lonely than I did before
Perhaps it’s all my fault since I opened the door
The door to my heart, if you’re wondering what
I don’t know what the fuck was that
so fragile I feel right now but I must go on, I can’t be left alone
I’ll carry my grief and learn to live with it, as I did with other things in my life.