this is true
i panic when you aren’t alright
my thoughts go to you
thinking what went wrong, or why
anything that made you felt that way

i really do not want to come on strong
neither do i want to keep you in the dark
or even leave you alone
because i know how deadly it will be
even though it’s the sweetest thing for one to ever feel

you can least say i’m scared
afraid perhaps
thinking,
"please don’t keep me out, please let it out
let it out on me, we’re in this together”

but i’m not one to say this
when i myself isn’t capable of letting people in
especially in times like that
and just always on thoughts such as those
those
consuming
soul-eating
thoughts