“I was drowning and he drained the water”

I call *******.
I was drowning and this sweet
dark haired hazel eyed boy came,
held my hand, told me he loved me
and was going to marry me some day
and then tied cement blocks to my feet,
threw me in the lake,
watched me drown
and laughed.

I’m drowning and I'm screaming,
begging for his help and
when I finally reach my hand for him to grab it,
he forces me back down
and smiles as he see me losing conscience.
In that moment with my head under water,
before l'm gone,
all I see is his **** smile.

He pulled me out,
just to be the one to
throw me back in.

When he agreed to be my rock,
I didn’t realize he meant
the one tied to my ankles,
weighing me down.

Now I'm expected to
untie the blocks
while I’m drowning.