I'm done
Done faking a smile
Done acting like I'm fine
Because I'm not!

When I was a kid I felt like there was no place for me not to be okay.
Everybody was to busy with other problems.
Mental health of my brother, the ****** up partners of my mother, the addiction of my brother.
I felt like I needed to be okay, but I hate they always assumed I was fine. Because I feel like i never was.
I'm not fine!
But I got so good in faking a smile, I don't know how to take the mask off anymore.

I have no clue who I am

I got to good in hiding inside, I don't know how to get out. So stuck inside