It’s been difficult lately
Holding back from calling you
Opening messages but never texting you
**** I missing talking to you
We shared so much and had so little
God i need you so much
It’s been a challenge lately
When I can’t seem to escape you
For every thought is you
Haunted by not knowing what you do
Who your with
And if I’m missed
It’s been just heartbreaking lately
When I close my eyes and see your face
Waking up without you
Desperately craving your embrace
Wanting the sweetest taste
It’s been depressing lately
Wishing I had you with me
Knowing we may never be
I’ve been a mess lately
******* living insanity!