Say what you want to say because you might not be able to say it tomorrow or a week from now.  I'm sorry i couldn't help you when you needed it most.  I'm sorry i couldn't say all the right things to make you feel special.  I tried as hard as i could.  I really did.
If there's one thing i know for sure it's that you don't want another pathetic attempt at letting somebody help you.  Especially not from an idiot like me.
If i could knot together my nerves and use them to tie together a pretty bouquet for your valentines day surprise, i would do it before you could even say please.