Am I made of porcelain? Am I to break When I no longer Can be pretty? Am I to break At the slightest Bump in the road?
Am I to be put Behind layers Of glass, Only to be Looked at, Only to be Walked past?
Am I to crumble At the slightest breeze, At the shortest word, At the vaguest glance, At the blurriest implication?
Am I made of porcelain By shaky hands And tired minds, Made only to crumble, Deliberately, Or by sheer accident Of repetition?
Was I made to withstand Only perfect conditions, Unable to adapt To the slightest harshness? Was I made to stand at all, Or only to be rubble History can wonder What atrocities it withstood?
How many times Can porcelain Be repaired Before it's broken For good?
Is there a point To repairing What is made To break?
Am I made of porcelain? Am I only to break?
Let me be made of porcelain / In your hands, / So I may shatter on your floor / When you weep Written; 2022.nov.5.