I live for the little things But the larger they get the more I cower below what I thought I knew just to cry in the shadow of what really is It’s ***** move I feel small, but when I fall i crash and I burn and it feels like I’m on fire. The biggest blaze It’s only in my head. Getting stuck in there is the scariest possible outcome. No harm right? No one is going to tell me how to be, unlike the voice that makes me fill with guilt at all the things I’ve wasted and used up. Taken for granted. Nothings wrong with me. I could chalk it up to sentient laziness and fear. I’m through. I do what I want, and if I don’t the voice is going to make it happen. I’m listening to her