I broke my own heart in a way
Staying awake till 3am
Thinking of the memories I barley remember
You are the reason I trust everyone’s words

Joke are funny, you took it to far though
We grew up in two different worlds
Yours where no one speaks about it
Mine, speaks to much

Hypocritical that they are aware of not to joke
About eating disorders
For fear it may be triggering for those around them
But yet mock this situation without guilt

But I do
I carry there’s and my own guilt
for saying stop
I am not too emotional

I am triggered
Yes this generation talks
But I’m worried that one day they do
I do not take lightly of the words

I believe them with all of my soul
You shown me though actions
Who am I to say they won’t to
Why teach me this lesson so young
Burdened my heart with Grief