To feel free
To feel open
No worries
No memories
Just you and me
Friends forever,
As we should be.

Always have,
Always will
Ha ha ha…
You know the drill
Forever searching,
Needing,
Craving
More.
As if there is
No end in sight.
My oh my,
What a fright.

Your beautiful skin,
Your hair broken, too.
What will it take to get over you?
Day by day
The rituals start
Beginning with the sun
And never receiving that ending delight.

Oh, but that must hurt?
It doesn’t.
With you by my side,
I laugh at pain
And joy and everything bright.
No emotions
No smile
Faded, bleak, cracked, dry.
I need help, I shriek
But with no reply.

Hate thrusts upwards
Black covers my eyes
Why must you hurt
And tell all these lies?

Please get help,
Im begging
Im pleading
Im on my knees scraping
Just to get a beating.
Is there anyone out there?
I yell once more
Finally, a voice is heard!
They open the door

Pure white lays everywhere
But im much better here
Than where I call there
I promise, I swear
Her naked body lie bare…

Bumps and bruises
Black and blue
Red and purple
And tears are falling too.

Wait, does this mean?
An emotion shows
Its face
Hidden deep
Recovery grows
She prays and she cries
Alone; no disguise

A resurrected angel
Lay there, shut eyes.
Become again, PLEASE!?!
Dropped heads and voices
We all want to see
For the good
Or the bad
The devil was pointing at me

But it was not my time,
Thankfully,
Thank god!
For the strong stand again
But all for Him,
A victory,
A win. <3