Minimum energy state explorers With a toe on the shore for the first time “That empowerment is for them. That drive for life is for them. That fulfillment is for them.” I that room I feel afraid of experiencing my rage Regret and longing for someone outside of me who’s never coming back I remember the joyous disconcerting experience of meeting Mickey and Pluto for the first time Neither inherently positive nor negative Wanting to play and run freely in the sun’s light In your grey-blue oceans My soul is met Malleable memories that can reshaped in the neural clay I need a help up I need to be some else right now